Emily
16111994
ex-Compassvalite
SCGS-1SY, 2SY, 3SY
Trombonist
<3s FA5 and TIDE:D

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1SY 2SY FA5 S&L TIDE Trombones Celestine Cheryl Dorcas Elizabeth Fann Ivan Janine Leanne Leewei Lyeann Melissa Valerie Wenyuan
"And speaking of Italy and sports cars that I stole there, you still owe me a yellow porsche" -Alice Cullen.

IM SO ALONE.

And it's frigging true. I've never ever felt so alone in my 13 and 6 months yrs before. Them ppl go on and achieve their goals, and me? I'll just watch from the side and I wonder just what have I been busying myself with, seeing that no one bothers at all? Is this what I am supposed to be, forever looking UP at the pros, the elites? You say it doesn't matters, there's always something else to feel happy and honoured about, but I don't know what else could really make me as contented as that. And I am sure you felt so happy on saying those empty promises that I knew you didnt mean at all. Im so pissed off by that.

I only want the old you. But as time goes by. Those in the past remains there and we can only recall them with fondness.

I steal for you a little lovely dream, regardless.

XOXO,
EMxD
Oh dear me, I am the real essence of style.